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*Scream* Finally finished my lit review. Although there are more things waiting for me to finish, but I felt that as if I'm in holiday today.

I am not sure how to address today, I mean, the whole day, what is in my mind is relationship (friendship). One word to sum up todays feeling, very sentimental and emo. Everything gotta do with emotion.

Just now went to church to have a gathering with a few church friends. We touched about the relationship in our church, we touched about the "forbidden" question and opinion in our church and I kinda enjoy the session. Which allowed me to speak out my feeling that burning in my heart for few months. In that moment, I thought "Oh, I think this is the turning point of our church, is it Lord?" In the same time, a lot of thought ran through me, church's friends, college friends and few of my high school friends. Will I be able to appreciate them for a long time? Will I, so happen return to the Lord the next day when I open my eyes? I don't know. --Those with the "remote control" kinda know what I am going to do right? LOL--

Yea, I just want to say, sorry to you guys, college friends, the Psycho Squad, church friends, I know I did do a lot of mistakes and yet, you guys willing to forgive and continue to hang out with me. Willing to walk with me and that, I really appreciate... Thank you a lot... ^^ You know who you are~ Thanks a lot guys and girls~

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Dear Lord,
There are times of difficulties that I faced when I am growing in person, there are difficulties I am facing now, but Lord, I might not see what You want now, but I am sure that all these difficulties have Your purpose in it. It is something for me to grow better. That is what I believe dear God. Thank you for the difficulties and the friends You put in my life. Lord, I am ready, for almost 2 years of struggling, I am ready to be fully used by You. Use me o Lord...
Amen

(Haih, another sentimental post from me *look left look right*)

Mistakes

Mistakes, I don't think this is a very rare word in our daily life. I noticed that I did a lot of mistakes in the past years as I usually do not use my brain to THINK! Yea, don't ask me what I use to think, I just do not use enough cognitive processes in making decision and completing my duty.

gosh, dealing with your own mistakes sure is difficult as it is hard to put our pride down and accept it, especially when you are a male which makes things worse. Well, I am making assumption that females do better in putting our "face" down to accept mistakes we did, of course, there are some exception cases.

So peeps, in order to learn, accept our mistakes and face it so that we will not repeat it again! Also a reminder to myself, STAY AWAKE!! LOL

What a day!

6/5P Gathering! Wow, its like after 8 years since we all meet each others and yet, here we are, sitting in Station 1 and chat like we have keep contact with each others! Well, of course there are sub group la hey, its something... beautiful if u ask me~ People might say that human are weird, complex and hard to be understood, but to me, I do think that human aren't that bad, interesting if you ask me.

Well, though there are still some ice between us, but i think its melting after an hour of the gathering bah~ Hope to see them again the next time! Everyone seems to be the same 8 years ago~~

Btw, I did went to Sunway with Ling and her bro~ Kinda got disappointed la, no skating no Shogun.. haih... Neway, do appreciate the time with them~~ To Weng Yew, all the best in adapting new environment and all the best!!

I hope this is not too late! HAHA
On the 15th March, I went out with my long lost HMC friends~! LOL, exaggerating! Well, who are they? Michelle(mamiii), Gideon(daddii), Manda(kai ma), PuiLing(meiiii), Kimberly(kai ma2). (Sry guys, can't go to ts with you guys! haha).

Gosh, its been awhile since we really hang out together and chat and eat! Sure missed those old days. Yea, we ate at sushu zanmai~ shops for shoes, bags and sunglasses~ HOHOHO~ everyone there seems like there is something to buy, too bad I don't! haha. It was great though~

It was a different type of fun and crazy with them, compare to the PSYCHO SQUAD which is SUPER crazy! hahaha!

Really happy with you guys~~ HMC and PSYCHO SQUAD! LOL!!! (as if I am in two different military unit~ haha)

Friends night

City Harvest Church
Last night I went to City Harvest Church with college's friends. Wow, the feeling is totally different! For some reason, I do have a cultural shock when I arrived at the entrance of the church. GORGAN SHOCKED! Haha. It has 80% of college students who are the member of CHC. I wasn't really sure whether or not I am in a church or a clubbing place or a concert! Everyone was so YOUNG! Even the pastor himself. Well, I don't know much about this church but however, after awhile, feeling of church came back to me. Maybe I have adapted the facts that, that is a church after all~ Saw Danny there though, he sang two of his songs.

It really was a good experience. Though I do know there are churches like this, but never experience it, this time, thanks to Sarah, I really did experienced something different from my church. Without a doubt, I do like the environment there, though its kinda loud and crowded, everyone was young~ Somewhere where I should be, my age. Still, to my church members, I won't be going there since its really not my cup of tea~ haha

After the gathering, we (Karmun, Mika, Sarah) had some nice chit chat session at the mamak and in my house. Nice day~

PS: Life just aren't the same with college friends~ hohoho The Psych squad~? Haha!