Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Last post



Last day and last hour of 2008 and here I am here blogging and watching TV alone at home~ Hehe~ 

2008 was a year which have too much ups and downs for me~ I bet its the same for others too. Lets see, for the first time I am being pushed down hill to learn how to fly and of course I failed a few times and always being saved by my "Father" but heck, I am still in learning progress! Getting closer with my Sister through some challenges! Appreciate her! Getting closer to few of a close friends and of course, getting close to people around me too! Thats one of the things I appreciate and made living till now! My college friends~ seriously thank you guys and gals for making me who I am now! 

Last year I wrote thanking notes for people who have an impact in my life, well, I think I done it in the mid year so I won't do it again~ LOL

New year resolution! Change!!! I guess the main thing I wanted the most now is changes, maturation and more responsibility in life. Got my new daughter, Viva to aid me in being more organize as year 2 in Psychology is no easy life, being in charge of children fellowship and plan it is much more work that I can actually imagine plus taking up the "care group" in my church, family and among my friends is not easy too! Gosh, know I can see that next year is a BIG BIG BIG challenge for me! 

The only thing I hold as something proud of what I found this year is that I believe I has sincerely treat my close friends goodly and I wish for the best for them. Sincerely love them and care for them so, PLm, YZm, Mm, YYY, YW, jYS, Mk, KM, YL, SH, PS, Myy, Mmi, C, Mbunda, love you guys!! 

Went through a year of want-to-change-thought and now I guess is the perfect time to put them into action! 

My photographic passion has burnt again after few years and guess this time I am pretty serious in it. Thinking of taking theory exam next year, Mun Jie a, can i? Wanted to be a musician in my church, maybe a pianist first then guitarist~ Thinking what I really want to do after I graduate and it's a tough decision to make, I know I know, I still have one year plus to do so but seriously, I do think that this is the time to start thinking about it! Wanted to do something that is not the norms will do, wanted to do something that I am really interested in, and wanted to do something that I didn't even imagine myself will do, like, writing a book, coming up with new theory? XD Hey, its dreams that make us going no? hahaha~  

Thursday, December 18, 2008

self fulling prophecy

Urg... I hate self fulfilling prophecy... Struggling with your false belief is soooo hard!!! LOL~ After you think A will happen, you'll preconsciously try to make sure A will happen! Its more frustrating when you found out you are actually DOING it!!! LOL 

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Phase~

Hmm, since like after this new phase, everything is going quite okaay~ 


Attended a "re ai" camp as a teacher and I seriously learnt a lot from the students and the teachers there too! Faith had been successfully re-strengthen~ Heck, I missed my students!!! Those bonds that we created makes me appreciate bond I have with me now even better! 

Getting more sense bout myself and have a clearer picture already. Its time to let all my thought and feeling turn to action in this new phase~ WEEE~~~ 

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Guess what, I've joined a mini contest by Gary Ooi last month, its a mini photo contest that require participants to take a photo and email to him! Guess what, I've won the THIRD prize!!!! LOL!!! My first time participating in photography contest and weee~~~ hehe~ here is the website GaryOoi

Below is my photo that I chose to participate in this contest~ 


I'm sooooo going to buy myself a D60 sooooooon~~~~ Thanks Gary~~ kekeke


Thursday, December 04, 2008

WIshlist!

Year end sales is here!!! N 2008 is going to end real sooon~~ After one whole year, let me present to you my wish list~~


1. G900 handphones for me to be more organized as a person~~ (DONE, but its HTC Touch VIVA~)
2. D60 DSLR camera for me to improve my photographic skill and satisfy my interest/desire for photography that its in me since high school~~ wakakaka~~ (DONE!! Got a D60!!!)
3. New laptop (maybe Dell) to let my old lappie to retire~~~ 

These are those that can satisfy my materialistic needs~~ 

Entering new phase of life~~ Lets enjoy it yea? Boon Han~~ kakakaka~ 

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

The Battle of the Kingdom


The demon strike again after days of spying on the Kingdom. They appear no where to start killing and stabbing every human that is in the Kingdom! To the Knight of the Kingdom, its a total disaster... "Again? Can We win this time?" 


The demon show no mercy, all of the army of the Kingdom are failing, one by one, they felt... In depressed mood the Knight felt... "Who can help us now...? Are We going to lose again?" "No, I mustn't give up now! I must keep on fighting! I have ally's army that went into my Kingdom, they can help!!" 

The Ally somehow seems to be no where to be found, Knight felt as if he was been betrayed... "Why, Where are the troops that they promised to provide when I need help? Why are the Ally's army in our palace hiding themselves? Why didn't they come out and help??" 

Out of no where, the Ally appear in the Kingdom!!! "Thank God, they are here, CHARGE!!! OUR ALLY ARE HERE TO HELP US!!!" The Knight's entire army started to feel as if new strength and hope is in them!!! This time they charged!!! With the help of the Ally! 

During the battle, the Ally seems.... siding the demon, its not there.... Ally was... not helping.... At least this is what the Knight sees.... 

Went to depression again, the Knight grieved... "I shouldn't have open the gate for them to help... I should have know no Ally will help this pitiful Kingdom... I should have know..." 

"No, learn to trust them!! They are doing their way, they have a different combatting style than yours, give them a chance!! Trust them! You let them in, then have faith in them that they are YOUR ALLY!!!" The King told the Knight through His magic. 

In that instant, the Knight's army broke down, everyone felt into tears and everyone of them being seized by the Demon!!! The Ally, suddenly turn their spears and arrows at the demon and start attacking!!! Giving fatal blow to them!!!! This time the army of Knight somehow was synchronizing movement with the Ally!! 

"They really are my Ally... I know I should have faith in them! Thanks..." 

The demon starting to disappear, back to their hideout to plan a stronger plan to attack the Kingdom again!!! This time, the very first victory that was won by the Kingdom without the Help of the Ally's kingdom's extra troop!