PMS-ing....

I dislike the feeling of disliking someone... 

I dislike the feeling when I try to walk away because I am afraid of get hurt...

I dislike the feeling I am feeling now...

I dislike the feeling of smiling when its not right at all inside...

I dislike the feeling when I am not able to think properly...

I dislike the feeling when I hurt someone verbally... 

I dislike the feeling of crying alone in dark room alone with no one to rely on...

I dislike... 

I refuse...

I hate... 

*SCREAMS!!!!!!*

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I really want to leave this place for a moment... I've lost two of them... I do not want to lose another one...