Annoying

Have you ever encounter someone who is super annoying that keep asking you question or asking favor from you?

Have you ever encounter someone who is bugging you while they can do it themselves/ask others to help?

To you, these people might be annoying and irritating, but do you know that behind these annoying/irritating action, they truly like/love being with you? They really care for you and they really want you to be in their life?

So, when you encounter these people, don't shoo them away with the hard way, at least try not to...

Just a thought... (Inspired by Kyo Kara MaOh season 3 episode 11)

Birthday

Expected to have a post like this???

Haha, normal birthday celebration with a lots of realization! Who say 21st birthday has to be wild and playful, and... fun? LOL

Realization on why am I still a Christian who serve Him actively even though I have lotsa question and opinion on how most of the Christians thinks and act... = I serve God, not those humans~

Realization on why am I still a newbie photography hobbyist = boldness problem and unstable emotion when something happen~

Realization on who I really am and starting to take on my own stand

Realization on appreciation on people around me

Realization on how foolish I am and how childish I am

Realization on how emotional unstable I am

Realization on how lucky I am

Realization on..... XXXXXXXXXX

Eyes

I always have this thing towards eyes.. No, not fetish! I will not get turned on just by the look of eyes~ haha!

Tears, came from eye, and believe it, a lot of beautiful stuff, we will missed them if we don't have eyes... and to be able to see, light is needed.

No rain No rainbow...

Even if its rain, it won't stay long...

I guess that is human eh...

No matter what we do, we can't run away from rain, all we can do is hope for the rainbow to show in front of our eyes~~

No wonder I like photography....

Ouran Host Club

Was bored and really has nothing to do, so I decided to watch Ouran Host Club as I am not in a good mood as well...

It's all making sense now, how I used to wonder why am I so depending on others, why am I relying on others; I used to be alone and really that doesn't matter to me at all... But why now...?

All making sense now, Ouran Host Club...

There is where I get the idea of "they are there for me to rely" "they will be there for me" "I can have a place to lean on, and don't have to be alone again"

Now... It make sense...

Weak

I've been disappointing a lot of people these days... Lack of self control in my emotion, feeling, urge and how I spend my money...

Gosh... G, u really are GOSH!

Being weak, not in control of myself is so.... frustrating, and it get worse when it involve those around you....

Seriously, I need my counselor...

Seriously Gorgan... get well!! GET WELL!!

ranting

When you are alone = you have nothing to worry about, at least you don't have to worry about how your action will affect others feeling and stuff

When you are with another person (you and him/her) = you might have to take care of your action but not too much as often when you are with only one person, you do great... be dreadfully honest with that person, no worries, only trust

When you are with more than one friend and coincidentally you are out with odd number of friend = you often the one who are being left out and worst of all, no people even look at you when they are talking to you? but you can't get emo because hey! it will affect others! You will keep wondering what did you do wrong and start struggle with yourself... How great is that...

So, what is the moral of all these story?

stick with your camera and be alone!

But hey! like this people will think that you don't wanna join them... Sheesh.... I don't know... I really don't know what to do.. I wan my counselor~~~~ laugh for me yea~ XD


Statement above is merely a ranting of mine, a place to put my output. If I offended anyone, please private message me and let me know~ Hey, being honest and get hurt is always the better choice for me rather than not being honest and try to "protect" me...

Clubbing at barcelona

Went clubbing today and well, seriously it was a WOW! I mean, for me its pretty interesting place to be in and in the same time, I would think twice before going.

Seriously, you should be really amazed when you see how music can really control human! Once music is on, every behavior is controlled by it!

Not that I don't enjoy being "control" by the music, just that it just interested me~ Everyone, basically everyone is shaking their body~ Some use this chance to touch others, and I am pretty sure there are other things going around that area...

Seriously, my ears are having ASD! I can't listen the normal way I used to listen~ XD and the most important part is I am SMOKED! Even my car, my bag, my phone are SMOKED!!! Seriously, I hate the smell of it.... and VERY SERIOUSLY, I will think TWICE before going for the second time IF there are!

To be fair, I did enjoy my time there~ XD XD