Urge! Read it at your will..

Urge... I suddenly have this strong urge to blog about this. Look, what will be posted below is merely my belief and although I am strongly believing in it, it is merely my belief and I need to have some output if not this urge will burst within me!?

XD

So, what is this urge? Christianity...

Yes, this is about Christianity. If you do not want to read it, please DON'T! I respect every rights of you, as a Psychology Student. But if you are interested in what we Christian believe, by all means, go ahead and read.

So many people out there are challenging christians on why are we believing in some sort of nonsense that bring sooo many controversial. Why are Christian, who suppose to be the goodie goodie doing so many badie badie?

People asked me why did I "convert", that time, I did not know what to answer and they will just turn around, walk away and laugh. However, I have my answer now...

I have MY answer now!

What is it? Simply, belief, faith!

Yea, seriously, when it comes to Christianity, there are no logic behind it. Yes, we can always explain why prayer can make us feel better, why some act in Christianity sounds logic and stuff because most of them are ritual by HUMAN! Of course it's logical when its human! But then again, to me, what really in Christianity is

1. Knowing there are One and only God in this universe. Although there are many religious out there, knowing and believe there are only one God who created all things on earth is important in Christianity. (Look I am not offending any other people out there who have their belief, and as mentioned, its an urge to blog and kinda explain to others what my belief in Christianity is, so, no offence..)
2. Knowing we are all sinned and no way we can wash ourselves clean. (yea yea, everyone knows this ==" but heck, a lot of people ignore this! including Christians... sometimes)
3. Knowing and believe that Jesus is God's only Child and only He can save us and how? He died on the cross for our sake! This is where FAITH came in... Only those who really believe are be able to be saved. Yea... No logic behind this, and it's impossible for us to look for answer in this world!
4. Next is confessing our sin and ask forgiveness from God through Jesus Christ who died for us! the grow as a Christian. About Trinity, I wouldn't say much bout it since this is an over view of what I as a Christian believe
   
5. Know, believe and follow what the Bible said. This is where all the controversial came in. Christianity is simple. Follow the Bible and not doing anything which oppose it and you are fine! A lot people wasting a lot of time arguing whether this action is right or wrong! Why?? As long as you know it's not opposing the Bible then just do it!
   
6. Finally, as commanded in Bible, throughout every book in the Bible, tell everyone about this Gospel so that many can be saved...
   

Basically these are those which I believe to be the core of a Christian. A Christian is THIS easy...

For those who didn't listen to the full gospel and know nothing about it, please do consult me if you are interested.

For those who knows did listen to part of the gospel but not all and did attend church, please talk to me as well, I will let you know what the Bible say and not what I say...

For those who are interested and know a bit bout Christianity but don't wanna talk to me, please, go read the New Testament! The whole gospel is in New Testament...

Done... Phew, the rock in my heart is kinda gone! XD XD

Well, thanks for reading! XD

Well, again, this is merely a thought, belief and a place for the output of my urge so, anyone get offended, I am sorry... I did not target anyone, things which stated above are merely what a normal Christian believe...

Finals! Over! year 3.. starting soon...

First of all, YAY!!! Finals finally over!!!

And finally I have the motivation to blog! Well, previous days don't feel like doing anything besides maple~ XD

Well, this finals is something I don't think I will forget for a long long time! The day when I sit for my final papers, I was seriously overwhelmed with the excitement of finishing exam and going for Tenji with my college mate! Due to this positive motivation to finish my paper, I missed out TWO 10% short answer question and hand it in to Peter Khor(my lecturer) and prepare to walk out!

"Gorgan!"

When I was walking out, Peter approach me and say, "what is this??" Pointing at the blank question paper... "you want to FAIL a??!" I was like... O.o" WHAT THE HECK! XD XD

Well, yea, so in my final days in year 2, I set a legend that Peter will mention in the future class~~~

LOL! Thanks Peter~ =P and sorry! XD

Tenji was great~ the time spent there I mean! ^^

Sheesh... the bad part is, I will be in year 3 when semester starts....

Thesis, the work load then.... graduation day... Hmm... What will I be when I graduate? What will I do? How will I cope with it? It's seriously a scary world out there... Hopefully when I am finished with degree, I am a ready man to face the world!

The other thing is I will surely missed these bunch of monkey friends~ Lets come out and yam cha some times in the future yea! XD (Thanks to you-know-who who prompt me with this... XD)

Suddenly, S.H.E's songs hit my mind~ "wo bu xiang wo bu xiang wo bu xiang zhang da~"

XD

Put that aside, I need part time!!! If you need any assistant photographer, please leave a comment here~ You can look at my portfolio through my photo blog. If you have an event job that need to fill in, let me know as well~

darn.

I don't like you.

I feel uncomfortable when you around.

I fear you.

Why you have to be near...

Even though we are just hi bye acquaintance, I can't stand looking at you...

I am sorry, but I tried.

If you want to be different and unique, well done, you made me want to stay away from you because you are... unique =="

Why are you started to get near us....

Sigh...

Just a Thought lately

Give...

Take...

It strike me lately with these topic, give and take. My friend told me once, that she rather give and somehow, the more she give, the more she gets. How interesting is it? How can when someone is giving, and he/she will get more!?

Give, giving something out, with sincerity is actually an action which is taking away something from ourselves. The more we give, the more lack we will be because we are giving~ Duh~ But, by giving it sincerely, it could give others happiness, love, care and well, yea, sometimes hurt and wounds. Lets put this hurting part aside, just talk about giving and taking.

A lot of us normally will think that if I myself having problem, how are we going to help? How are we going to give advice etc etc. Well, maybe by itself, it make perfect sense, how to give?

Did we try to give before when we are lacking? Did we try to love others when we are lacking of love ourselves? Psychology student might call this self fulfilling prophecy, which means, because I don't get the love I want, I don't give, and when others feel that I am not lovable and move on, I will say, see, I don't get my love~ and the circle goes on.

What I truly believe is, the more I give sincerely and to help, the more I will get back from God. Yea, from God... Sometimes, human, some of us, will never repay them who do goods to us. We often take them for granted...

However, lately I realized that, ever since I have started to received Christ, I never really lack of anything. Yea, there are times that I seriously needed help but hey, somehow, the gain that I get is more and better than the lost I have lost! Having someone/someGod and knowing whatever happen He will be there is somehow made me who I am now. Weak, I might appeared to be, but strong when trouble comes!

What I want to say here is, see things out of the box. Never see things in front of you, think of the result of our action will do in the future... Never do self pity as its always just pity... Do something with it. Give more, and eventually, maybe not now, maybe not near future, but in the far future, for sure, you will gain more than what you give now!

Just a thought lately... and motivates me to give more~ ^^ and since its a thought... and often I am sooo disorganized, it explain my post being messy~ XD

FF7!!! I want!!!

Urgggg!!!! Gorgan wants PS3 just for the sake of playing FINAL FANTASY 7 REMAKE!!!!

T.T

Final Fantasy 7... remake..... *drooooooooooooooooooool*

Although its not even out yet!

BUT....

FF7!!!! REMAKE!!!!

*DIES*

Yeap, this is the 1st version of FF7, My first ever computer game I've played and still loving it!!! Its gonna be a remake on PS3!! XD XD