Passion

Started my photography hobby for a month now maybe? Oh wait, started it last year!! With my PnS S210 of course, and ever since I got my D60, I started to shoot a lot more than I used to~

The question I am asking myself is, I wanted to like shoot where ever and when ever I want but, is it appropriate? I mean, I want to improve like any other photography lover would want to but am i making steps there?

What is it in me that needed to change and train and practice in order to development my kinda photography? I dare not call myself a photographer because I am now merely satisfying my passion towards photography...

But when can I really put down my attitude and start not to care too much/oversensitive on what others might think? Gosh...

I really hope I can "master" this one hobby/skills... Among all the good things ppl told me, I want to work this out and I am prepared for a tough road for this one, just, pray that my passion is stronger than the toughness prepared for me in the future...

Gimme social support!! XD Dr. Logan said its good to relieve stress~~~ XD

Good versus Bad

Dark versus White

Good versus Bad

I guess this is the theme for a lot of children stories and, even some adult story did included these. The question is, is it always that bad to be the Bad one? Or is the world really divided itself into Black and White? 

We've been talking about grey area since the latest generation were born, and most of us, maybe Me, are still thinking that White method is always better than the Dark method. Is that true? Is that a naive way of thinking? 

In order to success, often we are thinking from our own point of view, often we want to be success because we want something for ourselves! However, a lot of times, what we want for ourselves, or should I say what we do to get what we want for ourselves is always an act that could bring others down, could destroy others and might hurt those around us. Just because what we believe in is totally different thing. 

Should we risk? Hurting others beside us to take what we want? 

"Success, people praising you it goes away. But when that day comes, and if you don't like who you are... You are done..." (Gossip girl) 

How true is that? 

However, a lot of us will argue, chance is only given to us like once in a life time and if we missed it, we will never know when will the next chance that throw at us!!! It is worth trying!!! 

Controversial... How interesting human being is... 

I always hold on to this principle 

 - What we want to do to ourselves is what we choose, as long as we are able to face the consequences of what our action brings, then by all means, go ahead and try it your way -

However, is life really this simple? Talk about evolutionary theory; Never like this theory before, it made human so.... animal... 

But if you really look what are we today, are we that different from animals who fight and hurts others to get what they want? 

Religion taught me to put away the interest of selves and follow the way of Christ because if we do, we will get what we need to survive and without hurting others. Without a doubt, I've been through this route. It fun to be in this route but... what about the other route which is forbidden? It looks tempting.... 

Try or not to try, it solely base on what we feel comfortable of. When the Final day has come, we will only know which is the Right path to follow... 

My decision is, I would still want to follow what I've been follow but, I doubt I will follow it exactly the same way I did, things will going to change but I hope I will still like myself in the end of my life. 

What's your decision? 

Caring

"Sometimes,
it isn't because others doesn't care about you;
but it's because you care about others too much."  

How true this quote is... 

Care about others can be a blessing and its a nice thing to have as a person, however, over caring will eventually made things worst... 

Ever wonder why after you start notice that your relationship with some is going down hill and the next thing you will notice is that its already at the bottom of it? Because all these thought that tell you that it is influencing is actually real!!! 

I don't know about you. I've been fighting this stupid feeling for quite sometime now... Hanging out time getting lesser and lesser day by day leads my oversensitive mind to wonder even further and bring me to an even worst place that I can't even imagine... 

The effort to fight this thought is getting weaker and weaker as it drained too much energy from it. 

The only thing I am hoping now is that, miracle happens and save my lowly thought and save this relationship that I once cared and is caring now too... 

Don't let me turn to YouKnowWho... 

I wonder

Childish feeling but rational thought? Does it exists? 

*smile*

太强了。。。

Its back... Its coming back... finally... 

When one is stronger than another, the one who is weak will be cast aside, alone... 

Two option:

1. The weak one will continue being weak and do nothing... 

2. Fight back... Put away other's feeling and fight for the one's own right! 

Tommy will never give up without a fight, my idol when I am young~~ lol~~  Go Go Power Ranger~~ XD