Energy

Human, something just strike my head when I am trying to.. relax?? XD

Without self control, without self awareness, without self discipline...

Without considering of others well being, Without caring, without the energy to do all these I have mention...

We will be easily offended, we will lose our temper easily and will be hurting a lot of people before we can know it...

I wanted to control, I put energy to maintain the relationship, to be true when mistakes/issue arises

It is because I care. I appreciate, I love

Being an introverts, taking energy out of myself is pretty hard, but don't get me wrong, though it is tiring, I enjoy it, I wanted to do it,

treat me however you want, i will not change the fact that i want to appreciate it~ ^^

(reminder for myself)

Cloud Strife ii

"I will not fight a meaningless battle"
"I need to convince myself, I need confirmation..."

I have my thought, I have my feeling, I have my mind.

But I just can't express them in the way that I want it to be.

Hmm... Maybe its the result of closing myself for many years?

Maybe its the biology makeup?

No wonder I like Cloud so much, again, I found similarity~ Hehe.

Wonder when will I find my Tifa? Or rather, when will I find the "right" Tifa! =P

Oh well, random thought~