爱情

爱，是一个很奇怪和厉害的东西。它可以让我们很幸福，让我们克服问题，但是如果我们不好好珍惜它，它可以让我们受伤。。。未来如果我有了它，我会进我的全力好好珍惜那段感情，不轻易的放弃。

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Future

The future, as a psychology student I have learn that if we are unsure of the future, we will be afraid of it, creating worries, and anxious feeling in us. This is of course human's nature.

I, too will be worry and anxious on what will happen in the future, creating a lot of possible outcome of a certain decision I made so that I cab expect the worst, also the best. however, over the years I have learn that future is not something we can control, yes we can plan, but life isn't something we can have full control, especially the future. I will do my best in what I can do at the moment, leaving the future to God to do all the other worries on whether it will be successful or not. Why waste so much time on something you can't even control and making ourselves anxious and not able to do anything else? No, I do still worry at times, but I am able to reduce the worry so that I can put my 100% effort in what I can do now~

This is my philosophy~ I guess what important is what I can do now. whether it is successful or not, God knows~ of course, we need to have balance in everything XD

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blinded

Blinded by low self esteem, lack of confidence is as scary as blinded by destructive emotion like sadness and anger... And it takes a lot of effort to break through these.

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clear

After a few time being asked what would I want to do after I graduate, I finally have a very clear path!

My first interest is to do more research in emotion and facial expression of human being. well, yea, mainly thanks to lie to me, it got me doing more reading regarding this field and its what I really interested since year one.

Secondly, being able to do counseling, this is one of the main reason I chose psychology in the first place after all... the interest is still there!

Lastly, getting into child related field! might even continue introducing play therapy in Malaysia~

Now that all is clear, its time to make serious consideration!

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jealous?

He seriously dislike me and favor my other siblings, what a good parent he is.

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stay away

Look dude, I know I still talk, listen and smile at you but that doesn't mean that I like you, so please don't do anything to make me dislike you more... I am genuinely wanted to treat you nicely so don't ruin it... seriously... If its not because of her, I don't think I need to even talk to you. so, stay far away from me! we are not even close!

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hu?

So much for liking to be alone huh~

i seriously starting to really hate myself...

...

Oh well...

lonely

hmmm... The sudden feel of loneliness... So contradicting, lol... seriously, I wonder the whole gmu is coming back or what, =3=

I'm kinda getting more and more active in Facebook and some part if me asked me to actually stop as I might really accidentally post some personal on my wall, which is not something I am comfortable with but at the same time someone can actually know about it. weird huh? and pathetic...

oh well, another post that will make the future me laugh~ lol

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what..?!?!

Gorgan! What exactly was that???

Gorgan: "Urg... I dunno... "

*lets just let my defense mechanism do what it need to do for once ba...*

"its a happy day"

Waking up early in the morning, enjoy the weather, had a cup of coffee is refreshing for my soul which been very busy, tired and dried due to the busy-ness of life~

Singing song praises God definitely refreshed my spirit~ Never thought I am able to play guitar and sung song~ Thank you Lord~

Who says church songs are too old to "feel" His presence? It just the matter of what heart we use to worship Him~ Amen? Amen for me~

Have a happy day, my loves~ and friends~ xD

"Its a happy day~~"

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i bet its all the effect of caffeine! but i only drank one cup... =3=