心理很不平衡。。。

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that's why

It's because of your esteem is so tiny, everything you perceive became some weapons and all you want to do is to make sure it don't get any smaller or breaks into nothing...

By doing so it made more harm that you could ever imagine...

All the best being small ya~

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I need direction...

Seriously, what should I do now? Another one is leaving so soon?! Geeez... now I'm not worrying bout the environment any more, its more like what will happen to me if I stay...=3=

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理智上明白，但感觉不要明白。

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第一

第一是可以被取代，但唯一是不能。你可是我的唯一。

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My dream

I have a dream;

I want to be a full time christian;
I want to be a counselor;
I want to be a play therapist;
I want to be a facial expression/emotions researcher;
I want to open my dream pre-k/enrichment center;
I want to be a part time photographer.

Can all these be possible...?

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主你是我力量

Was seriously almost break down just now during "Sunday" School serving at church just now due to extreme exhaustion from teaching children in where I am working. It is to the extent I want to shout and tell everyone in the church that I can't take it anymore and I just want to... cry.

That serious...

In serious consideration of whether I should continue my job or not.

During bathing just now, this song miraculously played in my mind... 主你是我力量, Lord, You are my strength! It seriously encouraged me a lot! Lord, it was You who guided me through today, it was You who leaded me today and it is You whom I wanted to serve for the rest of my life.

"我的诗歌我的拯救

你是我患难中随时的帮助

众山怎样围绕耶路撒冷

你必围绕我到永远

主你是我力量

主你是我高台

坚固磐石我信靠你

必不动摇

主你是我力量

主你是我高台

我的盼望只在乎你"

realized.

I've just realized and accept that, I'm a working adult now...

But, I still don't think I'm matured enough and have what it takes to take on the challeges from the working world...

Guide me oh lord...

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weak.

commitment

There is so much more to learn, to unlearn and to learn...

I chose it, and will stay committed to my decision!