About to lose a friend...

What is friend? I start wondering about this question yesterday... Why is it when we know our friends are going faraway we will feel upset. Sad. Disappointed?

This time is kinda different. This friend of mine, i know her 2 years ago. We only get close few months ago. Doing things i don't usually do, and chit chating until late at night, go shopping together and share our live story with each other.

When i know her dad want her to go over to India and study, i was full with anger and somehow i felt upset... She still studying in secondary school. For some reason(i don't want to talk about it...), her dad want her to go over there and study... Of course she don't want!! Who will want it... Imagine, India.... How can KL people be comfortable with the life in INDIA!! HELL NO!!!

Ok... Ok.. Calm down... Well, it is not like the first time I encounter this kind of problem... Previous years ago, I lost few friends as well. Some go other state to study, some changed school and most of them didn't really keep in touch after that. But i can just accept the fact like that without any problem. But why this time? This time i was thinking a lot of ways to help her not to go over to India.... This time, I really don't want her to step out of my world. This time, for the 1st time, i am acting very selfish...

So, what are friends?

Lonely

Lonely~ I'm so lonely~ i have no body, fooor my own~!!!

Familiar with this? Ya, It's from a song~ Everyone love it~ But why? Aren't we hate loneliness? Aren't we want to be accepted? Yes, this is what we want, and because of this, we like this song. Why? We felt that at least this song understand me. While no one understand me, these lonely songs understand me... Slowly, we are drown in these songs and start to make our own world!!

Sad eh?

Before i really start, i want to make my thought clear. About lonely and alone. It is how you see it, but for me, alone is like when you are with no other ppl, can be seen by physical. But if a person is alone, doesn't mean that he/she is lonely. But on the other hand, a person can feel lonely even with a bunch of friend! Lonely can't really be seen by others. Not if you are his/her best friend.

So, what makes human lonely? Erm, i would say, it is IN us all the time!!! For some reason, human like to be praise, to be belong in one group and be accepted. And strangely, our heart need someone, something to fill this loneliness. Our heart is like an empty cup that have a hole at the bottom! It must be filled all the time. From time to time! That is why we continually find something to fill it. Sometimes we found a wrong source that made the cup's hole even bigger! And when your cup is empty, you start feeling lonely, you start to look for something someone else to fill the cup. Like a hungry zombie searching for human to devour... Scary eh?

Why is it so? Because human and any other object on earth have temporary water supply for your cup that have a hole in it! That is why... Why so many people in this world are lonely, they can't seems to find the right "water supply"!

So, dear reader, all the best on finding the right water supply for your empty cup ya? Hah~~
*Hint**This water supply gotta do with why you live on earth. What is your objective and who you are living for*